Hot Water

POW POW POW
shots fired... at me?
guess what?
i have a bullet proof vest on
.. and it works
Entertaining ignorance is simply not in my nature

It was all a Dream

I said it myself "I'm going to wake up tomorrow and not believe all this really happened"
Well, i was right. the morning sun caught my eye early and i turn to my left, empty
I knew it wasn't a dream though. To reassure myself i check my phone, look in the DVD player, see the dirty dishes..
It's all there right where i know i left them but something was missing
They were missing
Oddly enough I wasn't surprised it was like everything else in our lives with each other
Unsure, sporadic, and quick
It was more different than i had imagined though
I expected a massacre or the third world war
Instead it was quiet, almost pleasant to be in their presence
For being so complex it was all very simple probably as simplistic as simple can get
Exchange of words and laughs just like how it used to be
This beautiful and kind human being with a soul so mysterious
You could call them almost irresistible
What was different then - my 'emotions'
..There were none
Or at least none that i could correctly identify with
Love is crazy.. so they say
Or do you just allow yourself to act out in a crazy manner
The hell do i know
I am sure though, that i have not fallen
The ridiculous 'self empowerment' attitude and strong willed decisions
Well they have paid off
Stupid? probably
Crazy? what's new
Regressed? not entirely
Just another case of mind over matter