Thursday, April 5, 2012

10:31pm for that ass

i feel like where are my feet ?
Where did they go ?
I'm here, no i'm here.
Ha! you don't know where I am
---BOOO. found you
no you found me
here i mean there
No, sike i'm high up here
 yeah there
you know everywhere you want to be
here plus there equal ME no right here right right there



<3 ex's & oh's so you know it's real

"or maybe it's something else..."

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Baby Take Off Your Cool

There was some serious bullshit happening in retrieving, reviving, and resetting my password for this thing I contemplated not even writing and giving up. Needless to say I haven't logged on in quite awhile. My last entry 1) made no sense 2) posted a million years ago. So who the hell is H these days??

I used to write because I didn't know how to verbally express myself.....................Well turns out some shit doesn't change and it's still like that I just haven't been writing (or typing?) anything. But I feel like i've been able identify and understand my emotions so much more better than before... which is an improvement, right? As graduation approaches I've found myself really taking look back on the last few years. What have I learned? Too much to write in one post but I can tell you that I've learned to be happy and put positive energy into this world because it will come back around in your benefit.

I came across an old friend this morning and we were talking. I asked them "what is the most valuable thing you've learned in your undergrad?". I couldn't even answer this question but we both came to the conclusion that there is a cluster fuck of valuable things we learn every day. Every 24 hours is different and it is up to US to be open to learning, adapting, and evolving in order to be petter people. All anyone really wants in the world is to be happy (RIGHT?) and I personally feel it is your duty to make sure that you smile everyday when you wake up and go to sleep with a peaceful mind. If you're not satisfied with something in your life, get your ass up and change that shit. There was a pathetic amount of time I dedicated sulking and being so fucking pessimistic. That's time I WASTED when I could have been living or at the gym or listening to music or fucking tanning (something!). I guess my point here is that you control your emotions, no one else. You have the power to be the happiest little mutherfucker alive or the most depressing sonofabitch in the room. Which one would you rather be? No one like a negative nancy so you might as well throw on your part hat and call it a day!

Free yourself and love. Those are the only words I can think of to end this post.

Ex's & Oh's beautiful people. <3