All too personal ... duh

To the only person on this earth aside from my family who has and always will be there for me

you are truly heaven sent i will love you forever and you will always have a apart of me no one else in this world will. 4 years and you are still just as genuine, humble, honest, and understanding as the day i met you. We were meant to be together forever, i believe this and i know you do too. Our paths just crossed too soon, but we make do. you get me, you know me, no one can say that but you. Without you i would have hit rock bottom, multiple times. For this i thank you from the very very bottom of my heart. You'll never really know what you mean to me, and that's probably a good thing lol. We have seen each other grow in the past years and I'd say we didn't turn out too shabby. The distance between you and i sucks because i know our relationship/friendship could be much stronger than it is currently but i understand that we have our own lives and do our own thing. You'll always be there when i need you and even when i don't . You referred to me once as like gum, 'always there when you don't want it and never there when you need it' something like that i think i said it right? lol Let it be known now though, im here, always whether you like or not.. punk.

I wish i could write more.... my fingers are numb i can't channel the thoughts to the keyboard. But that's okay i don't need to say anymore, because you already know. Maybe next lifetime it will all work out the way we planned.

Got nothing but time

who is reading this when they know they should be reading something that might actually benefit them ater on in life? who is supposed to be working on the study guide you've known about for three weeks but instead decided to check this out? Better yet who is on the verge of a deadline and said "I have time dude, it's not even hard" and is using this blog as your distraction? Yes ladies and gentlemen school is officially in effect along with the accompanied

procrastination.

i am right there with you on all kinds of different levels. Because right now I'm at work with no boss on the clock, all my texts books in front of me, my phone away and I have still managed to put it off because 'I felt like writing'. GRRR it's funny though because in the back of my head i'm thinking everything will be cool since i have time tonight, tuesday, and wednesday.. right? pff famous last words before a 1 out of 6 quiz =/ so who is with me??? maybe if a group of procrastinators got together and tried to finish an assigment it might get done... WRONG you see i tried that last night and ended up walking to panda and skyping with my lil sister... who i live with, dont ask lol. Why can't we be the kind of people who ENJOY studying and ENJOY getting things done on time? i applaud those by the way who can focus for 4 hours straight and turn everything in before it's due to avoid a headache. Many others and I on the other hand weren't blessed with that sort of dedication. And it's not that we don't care about our academis, we are just easily distractied by everything around us. I personally would rather go kick it with some friends or sisters, cool dinner, chill movie whatever whatever instead of reading chapter 3-6 on a Friday night. besides there is always Saturday to read it since i don't work till 6. What sucks even more is when I am motivated to study BAM someone wants to do something so much more appealing than sitting in a quiet library.... and it's only right to enjoy the day with good company. Beside i don't class until 440 the next day so i have all afternoon. Do you see where I'm gettin at with this?

Being a procrastinator is very love/hate you get to enjoy the little things and pay for em later. Good thing is, no matter what I somehow (don't ask me how) but somehow I always get my things done and turned it. And THAT is the beauty of working under pressure. I think I just like the thrill of if I can get it done or not in a certain amount of time. That probably isn't the best way to go about it in college but last semster it worked for me better than ever. And on top of that I have my sisters who party in club hayden every night so it's pretty much a solid proof plan.. i hope? =)

so to all the people who would rather go out and have a good night, cook, watch a movie, do laundry, get your nails done, go to KFC, hit the club, check your facebook and twitter between "study breaks", or even go to work and make money instead of dealing with that stupid lockdown browser and oh so reliable blackboard...

IT'S ALL GOOD

It happens only to the best of us =) so I suppose I can go open this 'Statistical Imagination' book and attempt to get through chapter 5. On the other hand I have all tonght and tomorrow because I only have one class. ^_^ As long as it gets done on time and with good quality, that's all im worried about. I have some tylenol for the future headache anyways

Ex's n Oh's

it's like this and like that and uh

the epitome of true
the epitome of WHO
the epitome of you
... too bad that shit is all lies -Me

just a random thought that came to me today while driving home from sierra vista.

what to write about what to write about *scratching head* how about we start of with labor day weekend eh? just a little something to get the ball rolling lol

so Ive been out in Texas since last Thursday and got back on Wednesday. i bout damn near 'lost my mind and my cell phone in the same night'. so i go out to Austin with my sisters and knights for a little something called 87 weekend. now I'll be honest, my little fingers are having a spaz attack with all things i would like to write but like the saying goes "what happens in ____ stays in ____" and no, no one is coming back with herpes.. it wasn't quite THAT kind of trip if you catch my drift. there is really no more to say except for it got REAL and i had the time of my life. It was one of those you had to be there kind of deals most likely it wouldn't be very funny if i repeated it haha. but what i can say it that i am truly blessed and thankful for the people i have in my life! mucho xoxo 87 <3

oh and lets not forget about JJ... easily the most awesome person ive ever met east of arizona lol. Dude is gonna be famous one day spittin the way he does. and he's so much more fine than drake by the way. I had a blast the first night i was there walking around the apt aimlessly drunk jammin out and sweating my face off cause Houston just has that kind of weather =/

you know what this is gonna be a dedication blog (very spur of the moment) because i get ppl bitching about how i don't shout them out on here. I thought i was gonna make a huge point and stir up some controversy but this is what it has turned into. SO here is goes........

Kristian Miguel- well it's just Kristian, the only person on this earth besides G that i can sit in a Hastings parking lot for an estimated 4-6 hours just talking. I love him dearly and even though he is a shady bitch he still has a special place in my heart

Jose Ruiz- Grizzly man! why did i really think this fool moved to Argentina until the day he announced he was actually back in the United States. What a wonderful person he is.. and he'll eat you alive if you look at him crazy.. he just looks like that kind of dude. i could sit and talk about how cool we are for days but ill leave it at, Jose, you rock

Cece- my PIC! i will never go on another trip outside of Arizona without her for a few reasons 1) she is a great traveler, not complicated i don't wanna pull my hair out when with her for more than 2 days straight 2) this girl always knows what's going on before i even know about it to begin with, the party planner is what i like to call her 3) the ONLY other person i know who is as down as me... anyone who is trying to have a little captain in em at 10am is cool in my book ;) i simply love you boo

Sydney- my little sister who i'm living with for the next 11 months LORD pray for me for i might really lose my mind cohabiting with this one........ she drives me up the wall lol BUT i love her to death despite it all

Victoria, Naveed, Lawrence, and my Big- the most faithful readers that i know of. They are always the ones to comment/support what i have going on on here. yall kick ass and i love all four, dearly.. i appreciate all the good vibes you guys send my way!!!!


okay that's all i got. my next entry will have more juice, i promise i haven't died out in entertainment. but for now it's friday do waht you do best. about to get in my spaceship.. yeadig???

EX'S N OH'S

Limelight

no one likes subliminal messages, only if you know what the other person is saying and as long as it's not about you, right?