absence!

so ive been on this overly emotion t.i.p lately up until about 15 hours ago. i woke up this morning and thought to my self... FOR WHAT, FOR WHO?. i couldn't come up with an answer, no reason to be all mopey sad and pissed off. im off that along with everything else that causes me negative vibes.

so where have i been?! the past couple posts have been reflective of whats been going but where have i really been? UPDAAATES:

Work: Yesterday was the day when you realize you don't really like your job your just there for the money. ah for the love of money. The people there are so amazing i love them, but the management is uhhh.. sad. clientele is typical nothing new. Im not actively looking for a new job but the second something comes up im OWT. any job openings???

School: school is cool, and your cool if your in school. classes are there, neutral. im not gonna hit that 4.0 but im doing good enough. the only real motivation to continue to do well in school is KDCHI and the fact that i would probably shoot myself if i had to move back to sierra vista. I take personal growth and marriage classes where we talk about our feelings and ish which beats doing math problems and business courses. Some pointless environment class that i write most of my blogs in and a social work class, the professor (or lack there of ) is a nimrod. point is: im over this semester i wan the fall to come where i can be more involved blah blah

Summer: OMG! dear blog and readers im so fuggin excited for this summer. kicking it off with my ssiters and big going to LA for a few days to do... nothing. just kick it by the beach spend money and eat. i love the city i need to be there. i move into my new apartment which i have to myself for two whole months and i plan on taking like a month off of work to do nothing. for once in my life im not taking summer school and im gonna juice that shiet! i have absolutely no obligations to anyone or anything this summer. i do plan on going to new mexico for conference, maybe not for the conference part but to see sisters, holla! im going back to texas next week and again for the summer. Hitting us SA ATX and Houston varies reasons varies people. it will be live, yes.

Personal: that's a secret... of course i can let your mind wonder through my posts whats going on over here. i did get my tattoo fixed the other day it's officially doope and i love it! next piece: ankh on my right side then im gradually covering the whole back. whoo hooo! i can't wait to move, i think the next month or so is going to be very interesting fun and new. i miss my parents more than anything it's funny how when i was in high school i would find any way to get out of the house. While now all i want to do is go see them. My sister is going to be up here in August, she is growing up =) now THAT will be interesting, stay tuned lol

Love: Fuggit


that is all for now, i had a blog itch! i hope everyone had a fabulous weekend


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