life list

after many failed attempts of diets quitting habits and preventing myself from doing what is fun to me. i have generated a life list. this list will be general rules i will do my best to achieve everyday and week in working towards a better life. im only 19 talkin like a 48 year old, why not start early right?

1) i will not go to bed mad angry sad or any other negative vibes. im convinced that it contributes to crazy dreams, and im not down with all that.
2) wake up with a smile and remember that it is another day of life i must embrace it and appreciate what i have
3)accept me for ME there have been so many internal battles of who i am what others see me as who i should be but i have had a bit of clarity and see that IM not changing anytime ever for anyone but me. i must love it, love me; mind body and soul. like my boy randall says 'love it or leave it'
4) no more fast food. you'd think 4 years back super size me would turn me to healthier eating but it's that time to just cut it out as a whole as hard as this will be i am really gonna try to fulfill this commitment
5) school---> your cool if your in school. from now on it's school then play ive been sticking to this pretty well this semester but i just have to make it official.
6) save money. i have a terrible habit of spending my money before i even get it. PAY OFF CREDIT CARD and this ridiculous phone bill. put some money aside for those 'whenever' moments
7) no guys. none zip nada im usually nice when i guy tries to talk to me but im letting it be known that shit is not flyin anymore. when it comes to a love life right now IM GOOD on that. a distraction isn't what i need want nor desire
8) me time. im going to find designated times of the week when i can just kick back and chill with me and music! lay out by the pool or something. There will be times when i just ghost doing some relfecting, i believe it's healthy for all
9) src- i bought a pass in the beginning of the semester to go to all these classes and have yet to step foot into a class. SO ello cycling and treadmills
10) no bitchassness in anyway shape or form will be demonstrated on my side. whether it be school work a situation i don't care. bitchassness never did anyone good.